Rantings

This has nothing to do with my weight, my body-nothing!!! Just sitting here at 1 am, and there is no one to talk to....just like every day...lol :)

I don't know why I have a blog-I have the best of intentions-but then when I feel like putting something out there I figure "who wants to hear me?"

So, at least for today-I am just going to say what is on my mind-look out everyone!!

I am a stay at home Mom, which has become more, or less, interesting since last Fall. My youngest started school in grade 1. So, I should really get a job right? But the crazy thing is, that I have even less time than I used to. Don't ask me how it happens, because I have no clue-it's like some bizarre time shift that occurs and my house is less clean, and I run around and feel more confused every day.

And now, I have a teenager......

Don't get me wrong, she has been displaying all of the signs for quite a while now without the 'teen' on her age. But now, it is official-I am about to go grey :) and become a raging alcoholic-lol

Though if you know me, you know that is not the case. I will become more patient, more strict, more forgiving...and less organized. I will do what I do...anything and everything for my kids. Even if that means she has to hate me for awhile. My son is close on her heals too....I thought boys were later, but at 11 he shows all of the signs of becoming a teenager. He mopes, he mumbles and he rolls his eyes.

One thing I know for sure is that God never gives you more than you can handle-so thank you for giving me moody teenagers with hearts of gold, who are underneath all of that bravado, loving, caring, amazing developing people. I am grateful everyday for all three of my amazing little adults in training-they complete me, center me and make me  better person every day.

And thank you for my husband-for leading me to someone who makes me laugh and loves me not in spite of my faults, but because of them.Who stands beside me and takes care off me when I need it-and lets me take care of him when I need that.

Oh, and in case anyone is wondering-I have kept off all of the weight I lost last year-to the pound. 1 full year and I am exactly where I was. I am pretty proud of myself. There are days I wish it was more, but I have to stop and get perspective. Every day is an accomplishment.

And soon, I will have more to celebrate....but that's another day. Now, I must sleep....you don't keep looking as fabulous as I do with no shut eye-lol. ( just more proof that stay at home Mom's are delusional!!!!)

Stay GOLD!!!!

J